002; elevator of forced honesty

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elevator of forced honesty

» POST: a top level for your character(s) » RESPOND: to other characters ICly. your characters are now trapped in an elevator together. » UH OH: neither character can lie. » ADDITIONAL, OPTIONAL COMPLICATIONS: at player discretion characters may also... a. be unable to remain silent when asked questions b. be unable to speak around the truth when answering c. be compelled to reveal truths/secrets unprompted THE POWER OF THE ELEVATOR COMPELS YOU.

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[spellslots]

Well, fuck, I was kinda hoping you'd refute that one.

[Welp!]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[Shrug.] Yeah, I kinda figured. Too bad for you I care more than you want me to.

[since we're on truth elevator]

[spellslots]

That's not--

[He's not even sure what he wants to say or what is true.

Taako runs a hand through his hair.]

Are you mad at me, about... all of this?

[ohhmrburnsides]

Uh, yeah. But like I said, I get it. If it were me, I'd... [Sigh.] I guess I'd have to tell you. But it would suck.

[spellslots]

[He deflates a little, but at least Magnus gets it.]

I wouldn't wanna know, I mean - except the stuff about Lup, but everything else is fuckig bullshit.

[ohhmrburnsides]

Yeah, definitely. I wouldn't even think if I knew something about Lup, I'd just tell you immediately.

[This, though... He didn't want to know what was at the other end of that red string. Not yet.]

Do you know anything? About your... you know. [He lifts the finger the red string had been tied to.]

[spellslots]

[Aw, beans.

Taako is quiet for a few moments, straining against the compulsion to speak, before he finally gives out.]

Kravitz. He's-- We're-- fuck, I dunno what we are, but he said he loves me.

[And that's scary, but the fact he hasn't completely balked at it is almost just as terrifying, because it means he... wants that. It's all so confusing, though, when so much has been via a canister.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[It'd probably be rude to say "wow" to that, huh? The idea of Taako committing long-term is startling, but Magnus did see the red string with his own eyes. It's just weird acknowledging it. He chooses his words carefully.]

That's... big, Taako. Congrats.

[He smiles, and it's genuine, but maybe a little melancholy.]

[spellslots]

[Maybe a little rude, but not entirely inaccurate.]

He's uh, the grim reaper? And already super dead, so...

[Taako has a lot of fears about losing people, especially someone like Magnus, who's so painfully human, and that's kind of negated by Kravitz's whole situation. He could still leave Taako, and that's scary, but it's not as scary as death.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

Oh, shit, that's badass. And perfect for you, honestly.

[In a way that Magnus wasn't.

...He thinks he shouldn't ask, but he can't stop himself.]

Are you cool with that? Like... commitment.

[spellslots]

I'm more goth than Lup, fucking finally.

[He says it with a flash of a grin that doesn't quite last through Magnus's next question, because that's... hard. It's one of those things that he doesn't quite know for himself yet.]

Maybe? I mean, fuck, the rest of you assholes settled down, far be it from Taako to miss out on the fun.

[ohhmrburnsides]

[He laughs.] That's a very Taako answer. I like it.

[He means to say something like, Hey, I think you could do it, but what he says is:] I'd be surprised if you could.

[And he sounds. Kinda bitter. ...It's actually the first time on this ride he was gonna lie about something so he didn't know that was gonna come out if he were to keep talking. Whoops!]

I, uh. I didn't. [Except he did, so he can't finish that sentence ahahahahahahaha.]

[spellslots]

No, we both know you meant it. That's cool.

[Taako's voice is light, casual as anything, but it's hard to keep the hurt out of his expression.]

Is that cause I wouldn't try to make it work with you, or...?

[Fuck, that was too mean.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[Shit. He was content to keep this to himself forever, but.]

Actually, y'know? A little, yeah.

[...But now that it's comin' out, it may as well, right?]

It's—it's stupid, Taako, I know it's stupid. I got over it, like, obvi, I knew you weren't into the commitment thing with me and that was fine. I just didn't think about you trying it with someone else. ... Like, until now.

[spellslots]

You've got to be kidding me.

[He has literally no idea how to feel about this, and he has to wonder if this is an argument that's facing him in the future, or if it'll be different with a Magnus who had Julia.]

We never would've worked, you've gotta know that, right? You're-- fuck, you're family, Mags, but do you really think we'd ever have been good boyfriends?

[It's so obvious to him that it would've ended in disaster, if they'd tried. They're too different.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[He sighs, agitated, and leans his head back into the wall of the elevator, defeated.]

No. Obviously I don't think that now. I told you I got over it and I meant that. I just never got a chance to, like,

[He makes a hand gesture of frustration that wouldn't translate well over an audio or a text format.]

yeah.

[spellslots]

You never got a change to what, Magnus?

[If they're gonna do this thing they might as well go all in, especially now that Taako is feeling kind of defensive and ready to pick a fight.

Because he's an asshole.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[He tries not to respond, but it's all over now.]

To get mad at you, Taako! You ghosted me for a year, dude! I felt guilty for having feelings! And I always figured, that's just how Taako is, and I got over it, but not really.

[He huffs, attempting to bring himself back down.]

Sorry 'bout it.

[spellslots]

I freaked out.

[Fuck.

Taako very maturely cover his face with his hands for a second, as if that's going to stop him from continuing to say stupid shit he shouldn't say.]

No one had ever... no one stays. [Something in his voice shakes, but he pushes through it.] It'd always just been me and Lup and suddenly there's fucking five of you thugs and you're-- you were so Magnus. [He's not sure how else to explain it.] And I fucking... I got scared.

[ohhmrburnsides]

"So Magnus"? What's that supposed to...

Scared? Like—Scared that I'd ditch you?

[10% of him is still angry, but he at least attempts to keep that held down here.]

...So, what, you ditched first?

[spellslots]

[Small spaces aren't really any kind of thing for Taako; he hates elevators because of past shitty experiences, but in general he's fine with cramped locations.

Right now, he feels trapped, half by the location, half by the fact he just keeps talking.]

Yes, okay? Yes.

[He was scared that Magnus would get sick of him or find something better or do something even worse like die.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[If this had been anyone else but Taako he would've pulled him into a hug. But, obvi, he's smarter than that and leaves Taako his space, and offers reassuring words instead.]

But you know now that I wouldn't do that. ... Right?

[Magnus literally cannot stay mad at his friends for more than like 10 minutes at a time.]

[spellslots]

No, Mags, I fucking don't. You can say you wouldn't but that doesn't change anything.

[If anything, it's worse after the decade and imagined lifetime without Lup, it's worse after Sazed, after Lucretia's betrayal.

It's worse after Lup left it, because it doesn't matter what her intention was, she left him on the Starblaster with nothing more than two words and a hole in his heart.]

[ohhmrburnsides]

[Shit.

Fuck.

He stands in stunned silence until he can find words.]

I don't really have any choice but to say it anyway. Taako, I can't picture—I led a life without you for years and I know it was supposed to go on for ten more without you, and I literally can't picture that life without you in it. And even then we're supposed to make it back around to each other, right? We were separated and I—I fuckin' found you.

[Everything he knows about the future he's been told from Taako himself, so he hopes to god he's getting it right. And, god, is it painful to watch Taako right now, knowing if he tries to initiate contact it'll just screw him up further. All he can offer is words.]

I'd never leave you, Taako. You're family.

[spellslots]

Lucretia brought us together.

[It's said flatly, a denial of what Magnus is trying to assert, because no, Magnus didn't find him. If Lucretia hadn't manipulated them into meeting up again who knows if they ever would have run into each other again, or if they'd have just... stayed alone, until the Hunger came.]

Everyone leaves, that's just-- that's how it is. I've made my fucking peace with it.

[Obviously not, judging by the way he can't even look at Magnus.]