( they're both stupidly possessive. teddy and loki. billy, too, but-- )

He spent forever and a half going on about how he was only a pitstop, that the moment you came back, I'd leave him again. That we couldn't be boyfriend boyfriends because I'd be giving up too much, giving you up.

( it hurts. a lot. loki wasn't wrong. but he's not going to turn away from him either. )

We'll keep trying first, go to him if we can't. He--has a decent amount of things going on at home.