Don't bring that into this, then. I wanted a break to clear my head... I didn't date anyone or fall in love with someone who isn't you. I went to Texas and I went to a help group... and every day, I wanted to send you an e-mail or call you and tell you how much I wanted to be back home with you. I never meant to stay way... and the more time I spent away, the more stupid I felt, but I just wasn't sure.
[He lets out a sigh, heavy and tired.]
David suggested I go away for a bit, you know. Loki is the one who told me I might just be a nice little daydream of yours. I didn't know what else to do and I didn't have any better answers or advice to go off of.
[He wanted to write Billy a novel of all the things he meant to him, as a matter of fact. Maybe it had been dumb. Maybe he'd been weak. At least at the moment? He can be entirely certain that he's under his own control.]
And what was the point in being afraid if you knew it ended well? If you know Tommy is back and Mother is gone and we get back together? You turned your back on a happy ending.
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[He lets out a sigh, heavy and tired.]
David suggested I go away for a bit, you know. Loki is the one who told me I might just be a nice little daydream of yours. I didn't know what else to do and I didn't have any better answers or advice to go off of.
[He wanted to write Billy a novel of all the things he meant to him, as a matter of fact. Maybe it had been dumb. Maybe he'd been weak. At least at the moment? He can be entirely certain that he's under his own control.]
And what was the point in being afraid if you knew it ended well? If you know Tommy is back and Mother is gone and we get back together? You turned your back on a happy ending.