[ Ren's quiet, hearing all of that. He swallows, breath shaky, and his voice goes soft. ]

I would have burned the whole First Order down for you. I would have left it behind. [ Saying it, he surprises even himself. But it makes it easier, too, to get the rest out. He looks at Rey with renewed conviction. ] For you. Not the Rebellion.

I was never going to join you in that fight.