[Dodger just stays where he is for a few moments, shuddering and squeezing his eyes shut tight while he tries to regain control of his body.
Cool down, cool down. He's not in danger. Even if he was, he'd welcome it. That's the sort of person he's decided to be, that's who he is. He takes a few shaking breaths and shakes his head to clear it.]
It doesn't matter. Just- keep going, I can- I can keep it under control.
[No, he can't. He knows he can't. But he's far from ready to admit that.]
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Cool down, cool down. He's not in danger. Even if he was, he'd welcome it. That's the sort of person he's decided to be, that's who he is. He takes a few shaking breaths and shakes his head to clear it.]
It doesn't matter. Just- keep going, I can- I can keep it under control.
[No, he can't. He knows he can't. But he's far from ready to admit that.]