[ It is easier when Ragnar's hand wraps around his own, guiding him to what he needed, wanted. Athelstan's jerking off experience isn't all that much and there isn't much to go off of even what he thought felt good. He'd been a good monk for a long time, abstaining from temptations of the flesh.
He could still feel the edges of embarrassment that came from not knowing things that he felt he should know. He ignores them, pressing kisses and soft bites to Ragnar's shoulder and chest as he continues to let him guide his hand.
He's almost afraid for Ragnar to let go, that if he does Athelstan wouldn't be able to be enough. ]
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He could still feel the edges of embarrassment that came from not knowing things that he felt he should know. He ignores them, pressing kisses and soft bites to Ragnar's shoulder and chest as he continues to let him guide his hand.
He's almost afraid for Ragnar to let go, that if he does Athelstan wouldn't be able to be enough. ]