[ Despite his nervous and everything the stupid comment draws a smile to his lips. He knows that despite the teasing, Ragnar probably still understood the gravity behind his words. That it isn't merely the physical differences.
His eyes follow Ragnar's movements, the kiss, the attention to the arm band. When he feels Ragnar's gaze he meets his eyes. There was so much that he didn't know yet but so much that he could figure out from one object. He could almost forget the trepidation he's feeling.
But he didn't have to give the answer Ragnar already knows. Athelstan sighs into the kiss, returning it and it's like breathing Ragnar in, being swept away in his scent, his touch, things so familiar with the added taste. There's fear in this, but it's not of Ragnar. Athelstan's still afraid of really losing himself, he's been constantly remade over these years but is there a point that is too far? Or is he finding himself more honestly here in this moment with Ragnar.
Athelstan's hand moves while they kiss, touching Ragnar's chest, his scars, trailing down over his torso before his fingers ghost over the hardness of his cock. He's nervous, maybe more than before but he wants to know Ragnar's body. ]
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His eyes follow Ragnar's movements, the kiss, the attention to the arm band. When he feels Ragnar's gaze he meets his eyes. There was so much that he didn't know yet but so much that he could figure out from one object. He could almost forget the trepidation he's feeling.
But he didn't have to give the answer Ragnar already knows. Athelstan sighs into the kiss, returning it and it's like breathing Ragnar in, being swept away in his scent, his touch, things so familiar with the added taste. There's fear in this, but it's not of Ragnar. Athelstan's still afraid of really losing himself, he's been constantly remade over these years but is there a point that is too far? Or is he finding himself more honestly here in this moment with Ragnar.
Athelstan's hand moves while they kiss, touching Ragnar's chest, his scars, trailing down over his torso before his fingers ghost over the hardness of his cock. He's nervous, maybe more than before but he wants to know Ragnar's body. ]