[ Ragnar's teeth and lips had Athelstan biting down on his own lip as stray sounds welled in his throat that he didn't quite let release. The arousal that had waned slightly was already returning in full. He wanted to protest when his mouth left his body, wanting more but instead shortly after the other had moved to the side, he rolled onto his side to look at him.
He doesn't resist when Ragnar pulls him closer, resting his hand on the other's side and he smiles slightly at the other asking the question and then just as quickly withdrawing. ]
I want to answer.
[ At least partially, so, there were some reasons better kept to himself, like Aslaug. Perhaps if it had been Lagertha for all those other years he might have come to this sooner but there had been no warmth between himself and Aslaug, it made the marriage feel like an obstacle. ]
To say it, I would not have been able to take it back. And I didn't think I could have even a part of you. [ The reasons for that were numerous. ] In most times, it would have made things more difficult for you, especially if despite wanting you I was not ready to have you.
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He doesn't resist when Ragnar pulls him closer, resting his hand on the other's side and he smiles slightly at the other asking the question and then just as quickly withdrawing. ]
I want to answer.
[ At least partially, so, there were some reasons better kept to himself, like Aslaug. Perhaps if it had been Lagertha for all those other years he might have come to this sooner but there had been no warmth between himself and Aslaug, it made the marriage feel like an obstacle. ]
To say it, I would not have been able to take it back. And I didn't think I could have even a part of you. [ The reasons for that were numerous. ] In most times, it would have made things more difficult for you, especially if despite wanting you I was not ready to have you.