Then how have you resisted? [ Athelstan murmurs, half teasing but also curious. Though, perhaps this isn't the best time for talking.
Ragnar's gaze holds his own and he couldn't look away even if he wanted to. The movement of hips against his own, the feeling of Ragnar aroused and pressing against him and it's overwhelming. He can't stop the pleasured sound that leaves him, full of desire and longing. He'd wanted this for so long and had denied them both and yet he had not broken his vows for Ragnar but for Judith.
Maybe it was better that way, that it not be Ragnar, he could never have come to regret Ragnar then the way that he could regret Judith. He didn't want to regret this. His hand comes to rest on the other's cheek, brushing his thumb out over Ragnar's lips. Athelstan is breathing heavy and his gaze intense. ]
If you have me will you still want me again? [ Perhaps, it's a silly question but had Ragnar's fascination over the years been stoked by the fact that he had never been able to fully indulge? ]
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Ragnar's gaze holds his own and he couldn't look away even if he wanted to. The movement of hips against his own, the feeling of Ragnar aroused and pressing against him and it's overwhelming. He can't stop the pleasured sound that leaves him, full of desire and longing. He'd wanted this for so long and had denied them both and yet he had not broken his vows for Ragnar but for Judith.
Maybe it was better that way, that it not be Ragnar, he could never have come to regret Ragnar then the way that he could regret Judith. He didn't want to regret this. His hand comes to rest on the other's cheek, brushing his thumb out over Ragnar's lips. Athelstan is breathing heavy and his gaze intense. ]
If you have me will you still want me again? [ Perhaps, it's a silly question but had Ragnar's fascination over the years been stoked by the fact that he had never been able to fully indulge? ]